Just the thought of telling you

Dear Sam

I’m trynna see wasup fam

It’s been 19 years and I haven’t been around

You must think I’m a clown

Yea kid I let you down

No excuses I made you frown

I was a party boy for way to long

And always smoking on that GOT damn bong  

You don’t want to hear that tho

I received that message from you a while ago

We can never go back

Yes I understand that

But here is a fact

I am just a man and can only try so hard to make things right.